Archives For February 2004

and this is it

February 7, 2004 — Leave a comment

it`s 6am, still dark outside. i can look up and see the full moon. today i`m not so worried about being up at this hour, i have to do some cleaning up this morning and in about six and a half hours i`ll be boarding a flight to barbados.

i have everything that was requested, so in theory, all i have to do is show up in the embassy on monday morning and that should be the final step, baring getting on a flight to vic, on this epic three year journey.

i`m excited and anxious, but there is a degree of trepidation, i don`t know how we`d deal with one more thing. we have had a lot of support and  we feel blessed for and by it.

i know what i want to say but i`m a bundle of emotions and nervous energy, so i can`t seem to get it out in any coherent form.

i don`t know if i`ll get a chance to do update while i`m in barbados, i`ll try, otherwise i`ll just type them up anyway and post when i return.

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what i do

February 6, 2004 — Leave a comment

i`m an associate creative director at a mid size advertising agency.

what that means is attend meetings, come up with ideas, work on them and in some cases pass the job on for completion [actually if i can get rid of my controlling and anal retentive nature i can do my job properly and pass it on to be executed].

it`s an interesting job, i get to do some writing, some layout, supervise photgraphy and i was hoping to do some television production but that`s not likely to happen here. the part of my job that`s the most difficult is client relations. i don`t deal well with them, i tend to say very little in meetings.

i`ve come to realise that ad agency/client meetings are just opportunities for the sort of people who like to have meetings to blow hot air up each other`s ass and apparently my sitting quietly and only making salient comments is considered near genius is these circles. i don`t like meetings for two simple reasons, i`m not particularly sociable; glad handing and not speaking my mind are not my strong suits; the other reason is could be doing something productive. meetings very rarely are productive.

ideally, i work best with clear, concise instructions and limited interruptions and stupid questions. i believe if a client has gone to the trouble of hiring an ad agency, they should basically tell them what they want and get to fuck out of the way. don`t contribute. we do know what`s best for you. that`s why you hired us.

the shit that happened yesterday was annoying for one specific reason, primarily, the client knew what we were doing, he`d been kept in the loop, so don`t wait until 6 hours before deadline to make changes.

i like working under pressure, if you don`t give me a deadline, i`m just going to sitting around  and dance around the job, i will work on it, but i won`t give it my full attention until i have a defined timeline. and at that point, i`m going to putting my all into it. my other problem is the tiny changes at the end of the job. there will come a point where i`m just irritated by the project, where the very presence of it on my desk is anathema, which is why i need to work on delegating more. that way i can start, pass it on, may suggestions and clean up at the end if i need to.

this is my third creative director gig, the first one was the most challenging, i was completely out of my element, i had no back up or support, i wrote my first scripts there. i edited my first tv commercial. my baptism by fire. i like a challenge.

this business, particularly, the creative side is driven by ego and force of will, i like to think i`ve not been a complete asshole but i doubt that will stand in a court of law. the only place i tend to exhibit alpha male behaviour is where my designs are involved. i`m not averse to constructive criticism, but `i don`t like it` or making changes to prove your power just sends me into a tizzy. that and the dreaded `just`

there a more nuances to my job, like reading account execs and helping them develop a spine so they can sell your ideas to the client but i need to get ready to head in, i may come back to this at some point

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i want to scream. how many weeks after the client saw the original layouts, hours before finished artwork goes down to the paper, he decides that he doesn`t like one of the pictures.

it`s not like it`s the first time he saw the image. he saw the layouts and the photography is faithful to the original layout.

what the fuck is that about?

we`re in the middle of trying to pull together a re-shoot this evening. i am not a happy camper. i have a huge fucking headache. i am so pissed.

we need to find models, the photographer isn`t available until 6:30 this evening and when the shoot is over i have to come back and rebuild the ad. i`m not going to be home before midnight at least.

fuck.

this has got to stop

February 5, 2004 — Leave a comment

i know it`s been said the older you get, the less sleep you need but fucking hell.

i`ve working thirteen hours a day since sunday, coming home tired going to sleep and getting up at some ridiculous hour. it`s not the falling asleep that is the problem. i go to bed, my head hits the pillow and i`m out like a fucking light, but low and behold at some ridiculous hour prior to my usual waking time of 6:30, i`m wide awake. completely, not a chance of rolling over and going back to sleep.

i`m getting at least 5 hours sleep a night, but i`m sensing my body doesn`t want to put up with this shit much longer, i`m more tired everyday. at least today, i`ve pretty much wrapped up with the project, i sent an email before i left last night for all concerned parties to give the once over.

oh fuck, i just remembered i was supposed to email something to the tv guy. this is why i worry about this lack of sleep when i get this tired, i miss the little detail, how could i forget something as important as elements for the tv commercial.

i`m giving this until next tuesday and then i need to find a doctor.

ok, it was uncovered, pierced, brown nipple and if you or your children missed it the first couple of nano-seconds it was on screen, the furore that`s been created around is all but guaranteed that people are going to seek it out now. and based on the bandwidth exceeded messages on servers hosting pictures and clips, people are seeking it out in droves.

why is it such a big deal? because it was the superbowl? give me a fucking chance. the superbowl is nothing more that sanctioned, modern day gladiatorial combat. oh right, violence is ok for the children but sexuality isn`t. my bad. and the droves of scantily clad cheerleaders are obviously on a higher moral plane, please excuse me. this letter just about sums up exactly how hypocritical the stance of the nfl, in particular, is.

i can`t believe how quickly and willing mislead people are. what am i saying? the only reason i was watching the superbowl is because it`s the holy grail of the advertising industry. the year`s best and brightest are supposed to be showcased. it was sadly lacking. but besides the point, it`s an opportunity to sell to gullible masses. it`s just another batch of products.

from the makers of britney, pixelated nipples and down shirt camera shots comes a new take on an old product… hypocrisy and morality. get yours in today in two sizes, sound bite and media overkill.

here`s an idea, maybe one of the myriad male enhancement companies that advertised during the superbowl should actually buy the rights to the clip because it seems to have gotten a rise of out of doddering old men and isn`t that what they`re all about?

the whole furore over this is completely ridiculous, i have children and i can say honestly that they`ve probably caught longer glimpses of their mother`s breasts on the way in or out of the bathroom. granted they aren`t pierced. i`m sure as hell they`re familiar with what they are. the questions are that i`m sure  that are being asked now by many a child and will remain unanswered is, why is everyone making such a big fuss?

oh right. pay no attention to the man behind the curtain, there is nothing going on over here. absolutely nothing else going on.

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i`m up far too early. it`s begun again. i`ve been getting up at 5am unable to go back to sleep. i lay in the bed, do breathing exercises, think calm thoughts, zip. i just end up laying there and eventually i get up and end up on the computer.

i need all the sleep i can get at this stage, i`m staring down the barrel of another 12 or 13 hour day today and it`s intricate work. i`m tried, perpetually, i haven`t had a full, restive night`s sleep since last wednesday. i wonder why?

i know my body, it`s going to start catching up with me, it already has. coupled with this extremely long week that`s already in progress, my landlady wants to start showing the apartment, which means i need to clean up to some extent. but who wants to sweep after 12 hours in the office. i think i`ve found a nice old lady to clean my apartment this week, get that out of the way, it doesn`t need pre-cleaning, it just needs to be swept and mopped. i keep a fairly clean apartment, i just haven`t felt like doing much of anything lately, hence the need to have someone come in and clean.

i`m tired and my thoughts are jumbled and at this point i need to be able to focus on my adventures today.

well it`s been a long day, i spent almost thirteen hours in the office today, i`ve been pulling clipping paths on images all day and that`s just to magic a foreground image onto a background. i haven`t even started to do the necessary work for the completion of the advertising. but i am making progress.

on more than one front too.

my fedex package is safely in hand in trinidad and should be ready by tomorrow evening or wednesday morning, meaning i should have it back in time to take with me to barbados. i also got my ticket. so i can go and come back, thanks to the generosity of a friend and i have somewhere to stay, thanks to the generosity of another friend. so all appears to be on schedule for my appearance in the embassy on monday.

i`m noticing for the first time in my life, immediate price increases, the dollar is holding steady here in jamaica but the price of fuel has gone up about $2 or $3 a litre since i`ve been here and in the last two weeks, almost everything i eat has since i price increase. this is a new experience for me, gasoline prices in trinidad are fixed and even when i was in florida where pump prices fluctuated, there was no immediate price change in goods.

i`m wondering if this gouging on the part of retailers of if there is an actual relation. i find it odd that taxi fares remain the same but the price of food has stared climbing.

in trinidad, after the last budget there was if i recall correctly a 20% price increase in fuel which was viciously transferred onto commuters by as much as 200%  price increase in taxi fare in some cases and 50% in the most reasonable of cases. in this scenario, it`s nothing more than price gouging as everyone used the rising transportation cost to line their own pockets. trinidad has some of the lowest transportation costs anywhere on the planet and 20% increase in the price of fuels wasn`t going to hurt anyone`s profit margins.

i`m still familiarising myself with this economy and the more i see of it, i wonder how the majority of the populace gets by.

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welcome to 1984

we`re already on the way there, this will just be the final nail in this particular coffin.

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there is an adage that i find very interesting, there are three sides to every story, each party`s side and the truth.

i posted a link to the NYT story about child porn and how much it upset me, i edited it later with some interesting questions that were being asked of the story [i don`t feeling like linking inside the blog, just look for it, it was within the last week].

there have been further developments and it`s gotten nasty, this link [january 31 entry], comprehensively covers the developments of the past week.

i posted the story at face value and i can`t say that it didn`t touch me, but in light of the  questions raised, i find myself pondering how much was written to do just that. i`m not saying none of this exists, but to what extent was it over-exaggerated to garner sympathy and righteous indignation.

it saddens me as a media practitioner, notice i didn`t say journalist, how manipulative our industry has become, as with everything else it`s about the bottom line. it`s about what sells.

does it say something about me being in two fields that exist solely to manipulate the way people think?

edit: link fixed.

rabbit, rabbit

February 1, 2004 — Leave a comment

it`s sunday, early afternoon and i`m in the office, i`ve been here almost since early this morning.

so since it`s sunday and i should be working i`m going to make this brief. it really is only two links.

the first of which is apple`s giant fuck you to the RIAA. steve seems to be on a roll this week, first it`s disney over pixar and now this, brought a smile to my face.

and lastly, thank you mefi once again for bringing side splitting laughter into my life. i present to you Uncle Patrick`s advice to children containing such gems as:

The rash won’t go away on its own.

Wear the condom. No, for the love of Pete, not the mint-flavored one. Jesus, that thing burns.

You can whoop those two guys easy enough. But what if they come back with a friend who’’s big enough to lift you off the ground and pin you to the wall with one hand? What then, slugger? (You’re going to feel like a fucking idiot, that’’s what.)

Sure, she’’s good-lookin’. She’s also crazy. Crazy as a shithouse rat. Run for your life.

When it comes time to pick out that first tattoo, remember: it doesn’t matter how much you like that one comic book. There’s always a chance that eight years later someone will make a movie of it that stars Sylvester Stallone. And you’ll be fucked.

yes i have a sick sense of humour, but it`s sunday and i have to work.