Martin`s. 8pm. tonight.
vic and i will be at martin`s celebrating. please come join us.
[no the drinks aren`t free] but come anyway.
back to the regularly scheduled sex and bonding.
Archives For love, lust, longing
what else do you want to know? we had sex on friday night, saturday, yesterday, today.
oh and we ate, met my mother, went to a culinary festival, saw a fantastic production, met a few of my friends, watched some tv. but mostly we`ve been fucking like minx.
so move along now. nothing more to see.
well this is the last post until the 28th. vic is safely on her way. her flight left mia 8 minutes late and she`s not going to here til 7:48. which i accounted for anyway.
i`m heading up to the apartment to have a shower but i have to drop the girls off for the pig. i hope you all have a good weekend and a wonderful week. i know i`m sure as hell going to.
it’s almost 6am and i’ve been laying on my bed tossing and turning. i haven’t been able to sleep. the hours are drifting by almost too slowly. i supposed one i get going on all the things i have to finish and get done today, i’ll have less time to ponder the minutes and the seconds.
i don’t think there are words in my vocabulary to describe how happy i am today, about now vic is heading to the airport in nashville, i’m sitting here checking the weather in nashville and miami, checking the airline for delays. trying to plan out all the other things i need to get done to day and none of it seems particularly important. i’ve been married 18 months today. a year and a half and most of that has been spent away from vic. it’s been 9 months and 27 days since i saw her last. and this evening everything is going to be reset. for the next 10 days, we’re going to be together. i can listen to her voice, see her laugh, feel her skin against mine, look at her, burn her image in my retaina, to hold in my head and my heart for as long as it takes for me to see her again.
i’m going to get ready to deal with today, i’ll be back later to post my wrap up for the next 10 days. have a great day
i borrowed my ex-brother-in-law’s car to get me through the 10 days that vic is here. i went to pick it up this evening and then came home. i was so haunted i went and had a beer with purple turtle and k.
this is where the adventures began, driving back the rear tyre began to do an exotic little dance, i wasn’t going very fast, so i slowed down even more and realised the rear right tyre seemed to be slipping off, i was far from the gas station so i nursed the car in and went to investiquire [now mind you, my area of technological expertise is computers not cars] my first thought was that the wheel nuts were slack, boy was i wrong, the bearing on the right rear tyre stripped.
for those of you not technically inclined this means i was minutes away from the tyre slipping off the car. [that maybe overly dramatic, but the ease with which the tyre came off in my hand i doubt it.]
well that little adventure behind me, i’m ready for bed, vic is safely in bed, having to be up way before eos, rosy-fingered goddess of the dawn makes an appearance to catch her connecting flight to miami, then she has a 8 hour layover in mia, to arrive here in just over 20 hours.
now, a few words to all the new trini bloggers… welcome. it’s nice to have so many new visitors, i have one more thing to say, what you meet here should stay here. i don’t hide who i am, but that’s me, this blog is about purging a lot of stuff that’s going on with me, so are a lot of others, i don’t think people will appreciate having to self censor or move their blog because some farse, ignorant person is harassing them. just keep that in mind. treat your fellow bloggers with the respect and courtesy you expect for yourself.
enough preaching. i am out. i’ll be back tomorrow to with my wrap up posts. adieu.
and i just can`t help it
i`m about to lose control
and i think i like it.
[free coupon for the first person to identify the title and artist of that little ditty]
ijournal and js is broke [oh mighty tiro, please fix], so i`m posting from js itself it seems so weird after all this time. i had what passes for a full night`s sleep and here i am – up and awake. vic is here in just over 36 hours as of typing this. i feel good, i`m relaxed, i`m a little nervous but it`s a good nervous energy. i`m sitting here with the broadest smile on my face, all a twitter, my heart is racing. i want today and tomorrow to race by quickly, so i can have my love in my arms once more. happy sigh.
and now the news; again keifel`s ministry of truth is only including funny, positive links
Metallica Sue Canadian Band over E, F Chord [proof positive that drugs will destroy your brain]
everytime you masturbate…
you save your prostate
the guardian`s guide to rude words [contains some interesting links, especially for people like me who like to use the full gammut of the language]
judge throws the book at defendant [literally]
strangely, it wasn`t in one of america`s most literate cities
some quick notes [it`s the journalist in me, you have to take the good with the bad]:
there is no pretty little segue into the rest of today`s links so i`ll just get on with it.
nerve has a heap of new stuff up, new fiction, new poetry, more on female ejaculation, em & lo`s tour blog, go. go check it out.
Clitourist — a travel guide for little men in boats [you can never have too much knowledge]
uk launches national foreplay day [although i question the choice of spokesperson, can anyone with that much plastic/silicone be turned on traditional means?]
and remember that the following day is national orgasm day
i support both of these causes and shall be working fervently over the next ten days on them both.
and that`s a wrap. i should get ready for work, i need to make sure all the loose ends are tied up in the office. i`ll be back later
VIRGO (Aug. 23-Sept. 22):
I predict you will be in a hearty, even triumphant mood in the coming week, Virgo. There’ll be few if any loose ends. Unfinished business will either complete itself or else reveal to you how to wrap it up simply and quickly.
However, even if you have to pass through a moment or two of dark doubt, it’s essential that you stay committed to your mood of hearty triumph. Please write down this poem from Tony Hoagland and carry it around in your wallet: “No matter how you feel, you have to act like you are very popular with yourself; very relaxed and purposeful, very unconfused and not like you are walking through the sunshine singing in chains.”
vic is going to be here is just under 60 hours. the smile on my face could light small countries. today also begins the collections. as gwen guthrie sang so many years ago “no romance without finance” although that’s not entirely true. we could just sit at home and just bask in each other’s presence but i’d prefer for us to be comfortable.
my brain is not quite functional this morning, i’m hoping to come home and get some rest tonight. but if the changes on the project come back i’m going to pull an all nighter. the things we do just make ends meet. sigh.
time for me to head off to the grind, or at least prepare to head off to the grind.
got up early this morning and there was an email from vic, in my heart i knew she was ok, it’s just that mother hen portion of my brain, that would stop with the worst case scenarios.
it’s the other reason, why, on a morning as lovely as this; the rain is drizzling on the roof, it’s dark, it looks like 5am; i’m up. sitting in front of this machine, didn’t hear the phone ring, so i’m checking mail.
i’m looking forward to walking away from it for the ten days that vic is here.
back to hair news, i don’t know why i waited so fucking long to get this done. really, i feel like a fucking hair commercial. my hair is bouncy and smells so good. i got heckled in the office all day yesterday, that i’d been hiding away all these good looks, all the time. right. and you have a bridge in nariva to sell me. whatever.
vic is here in just over a week. we have somewhere to stay, we have a mode of transport. we may have to eat each other for the entire trip if i don’t get off my ass with this corporate identity but it’s not like we weren’t planning to do that anyway. so much for subtlety. it’s been almost 10 months, i think i’m entitled to be lascivious and salacious.
on with the show.
it’s the first post of the day, you know what that means
[oooh, oooh, oooh, pick me, pick me]
that’s right memes time:
3 for Thursday (#38)
PETS
1. Have you ever had pets? If so, name 3 (names and/or types) that you’ve had. (Pet rocks do not count). cats, i’m a big cat person – had a number of cats over my life time, the latest is a ginger tom named jiffy (my mother and daughter are responsible for the name)
2. What are 3 things you love or hate about pets?
a. love the independent own way nature of cats
b. when there affectionate, they’re really sweet
c. and their almost human propensity for scorn
3. What are 3 types of pets that you’d never have?
a. reptiles
b. bird
c. hamsters (they’re really just cute mice)
BONUS: If your pet had to have expensive surgery or lifetime shots (like insulin for a diabetic animal) would you put your pet through it, or make the hard decision to put them to sleep? no, it wouldn’t, it’s a matter of practicality and survival really. it sounds harsh, but hurting my pet to keep it alive seems… well cruel.
The Thursday Threesome
::From the Summer Picnic Basket!::
Onesome- Honey: Hey there! Not that you personally need any sweetening, but just in case: what goes in your summer drinks to sweeten things up? Honey? Sugar? Artificial sweetener? …or are your taking things straight up this time ‘round? straight up
Twosome- Mustard: Okay, what condiment has to come to the table for that burger or hotdog? Ketchup? Mustard? Salt? Pepper? Just what is it you ‘relish’? a delicate combo of ketchup and pepper (hot sauce for the uninitiated)
Threesome- Sauce: …and along with that, which sauce do you simply have to have around? BBQ? A-1? That special sauce you learned to make when you worked fast food at the mall? How about it? You brought those napkins along for a reason! a well made bbq is always good, otherwise i’m good. more savoury than sweet.
sorry got side tracked with this ulitmate 80s quiz.
i’ll try to post the results during the day.
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ive been getting a lot of compliments about my hair, but the stupidest comment is…
wait for it…
is that your hair?
no, i picked it up in a flea market. what prompts people to ask stupid shit like that.
nevermind.
in other news this has been a throughly successful day, paid the taxes on vics ticket. found a beautiful apartment in lower fort george this afternoon. loved it so much, i paid the deposit. you can see most of port of spain and the gulf from the patio. the bed is huge, the bedroom has a/c and the kitchen is tiny and intimate. if i could afford it, id live there.
now all thats left is the paying for it.
tonight i had also had dinner and drinks with sarah, shes putting on an exhibition with 4 other artist and i promised to do the programme. i got all the info today, if i can get this corporate identity second draft out of the way, i can commit all my energies to it. i dont understand why im finding it so difficult get going on the corporate identity. this is a paying gig and fairly decently too. why can i get a jumpstart? the webserver is up and running, perfectly, though. so thats one less worry.
its started raining out and between that, the two beers, the pizza and the longing for vic, i just want to crawl into my bed, but i promised myself faithfully, id get at least two more items done before i go to bed tonight, so no rest for the wicked.
im going to get to work while i wait for vic and toss my hair some more.
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a few beers, some appetisers and good conversation and i feel halfway human again. thanks karen. [mwah].
word for the day:
Som·me·lier
A restaurant employee who orders and maintains the wines sold in the restaurant and usually has extensive knowledge about wine and food pairings.
i need to get this off my chest, i have to have some sort of outlet –
i want to lick you everywhere, i want to run my teeth along your collar bone, lick, suck, nibble on your nipples, trace your stretch marks with my tongue, slowly spread your legs and gently blow on your clit, inhaling the scent of you, before burying my tongue in your cunt. i want your wetness smeared all over my face, your hands in my hair, the muffled cries as your thighs press against my ears. strumming my tongue against your clit as i slide finger after finger until your cunt is filled with my hand.
i want you vic. i want you in every possible way.
good night.