Archives For August 2003

it`s 2003 and they are still using the dress code ploy to keep people out of places in this country. [for those of your unfamiliar with what i speak, in trinidad, if you`re too black to get into a club, then they tell you that you`re violating the dress code, it`s one of many common ploys to keep people out] i had a fantastic evening up until this point. and i`ve decided that i`m not going to let these fuckwits spoil my night. i`m a little peeved and i think they deserve mention but i`m going to my bed a happy camper.

woodford cafe or what used to be woodford cafe, one of the finest eating establishments in trinidad is now a club of some sort, `protected` by some cheap trenchcoat wearing motherfuckers [the trenchcoats are cheap, i`m sure they are too, but i`ll leave off the personal attacks for later.] who stopped me at the door cause i was in violation of the dress code. yes i was wearing sneakers, but i`m pretty sure if i was idle enough to go home and change my footwear, something else wouldn`t be up to scratch.

my problem is we live in a truly multiethnic society and i think we should be way past this kind of fucking shit, but that`s just me, i`m an ambitious dreamer. but know this woodford cafe or whatever this establishment is called is never going to see a cent of my fucking hard earned money.

they and their bouncers could kiss my very brown, very firm ass.

have a good night all.

hot as hell

August 9, 2003 — Leave a comment

and it`s not just the weather. it`s been a hot lazy day, watched cartoons, vegged out, i`m getting ready to meet a friend to have her go over the artwork for her show and then i`m going to come home, have a nap, cause tonight is no1spranger`s going away party and knowing the creatures we are, the bar is going to close and we`ll still want to lime. [i foresee daylight meeting us out]

shower time, adieu.

sometimes is fast and hard and other times you have use slow gentle strokes. i`m beginning to learn the difference [on the pool table], i managed to hold my own against PT tonight. even though she can with her own stick, she kept breaking with mine.

coming home tonight the moon is waxing, it`s not quite full, but it`s bright and beautiful out. i must be feeling better, for the first time since vic left, i feel tingly, not intensely so, just an appreciation of the night and my own skin.

it`s 1:30 and i`m about to fall asleep face first on the keyboard, i`ll be back later. ciao.

ran away from work

August 8, 2003 — Leave a comment

to prove one of my friends is not a snuffleupagus. meet her in the mall, spent an relaxing and entertaining afternoon, now i`m home, getting  ready to go shoot pool with PT.

in the mean time here is your Hurried, Stressed-Out, Pre-Vacation Filthy Friday Five

1. If you are a heterosexual guy (or if you were one, hypothetically), would you find it mildly offensive if a girl wanted to use lube during standard intercourse? Or would you feel, “hey, the slippier the better– whatever makes her comfortable.”

there is no such thing as too slippery

2. Similar question for those of us who like boys: Would it bother you or cause you to question your “skillz” if your partner needed Viagra for sex?

i`m not in a position to answer that.

3. Let`s say your partner was into really hardcore BDSM (humiliation, beating, etc.) You love this hypothetical person. Would you be willing to administer the insults/whippings in a sexual situation if they begged you to and said it would get them off like nothing else?

my partner`s joy is my joy.

4. Is it morally wrong for one to “bait” one`s dog with peanut butter to get him to lick one`s cock or pussy? Assume the dog is completely willing and licks up the peanut butter of his own accord. Is this animal abuse?

hmmmmm, no comment.

5. Does a person need verbal permission to penetrate another person initially? For instance, let`s say I`ve never had sex with a person, and we get naked and are hot and heavy and he starts fucking me. I have not said “no” at any point, but I haven`t said “Fuck me” either. Did he just commit a transgression?

i don`t think so, but if she says no, i would have to stop

had my belly full this morning, even brought some back to the office. i`d love to share but since they don`t travel well here`s a recipe i found online:

Ingredients

Dough (Bara)

    2 cups flour

    ½ tsp salt

    1 tsp saffron powder

    ½ tsp ground pepper

    1 tsp yeast

    1/3 cup warm water

    ¼ tsp sugar

    Oil for frying

                 

Filling (Curried Channa)

     ½ lb channa, soaked overnight

    1½ tbsp curry powder

    3 cloves garlic, minced

    1 onion, sliced

    1 tbsp corn oil

    Pinch of ground gheera

    Pepper sauce

                 

Preparation

In a large bowl combine the flour, salt, saffron and gheera.                

In a separate small bowl place the warm water, sugar and yeast and set to sponge for 5 minutes.                

To the flour, add the yeast mixture and enough water to make a slightly firm dough. Mix well, cover with a damp cloth and allow to rise for 1½ hours.                

For the filling, heat the oil in a heavy skillet, add onion, garlic and 1½ tablespoon of curry powder mixed with ¼ cup water; sauté for a few minutes.                

Add the channa, stir to coat well and cook for five minutes.                

Add 1 cup water, gheera, salt and pepper; cover, lower heat and simmer until the peas are very soft. When the channa is finished it should be moist and soft. Season to taste with salt if desired.                

For the bara: The dough should be punched down and allowed to sit for 10 to 15 minutes.                

To shape the bara, take 1 tablespoon of the dough and flatten to a round, 4 or 5 inches in diameter. Use water to moisten palms of your hands if the dough is sticking to them.                

Fry the baras in hot oil, turn oonce and drain on kitchen (brown) paper.                

When all are cooked, fill with channa by placing 2 tablespoons of the cooked filling on each bara, covering with another to form a sandwich. Serve with pepper sauce or mango chutney.  

and there is another one here      

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the weekend begins here. i had a productive night last night, i just have to wrap up some stuff in the office this morning, then i can resort to sitting around and reading my book.

vic left me a batch of books [one of the ways she won my heart], i`m still reading the first one which is fantastic – the years or rice and salt. i should be finished this weekend and i can continue on to the others in the list.

i`m feeling a lot better, there are a million and one cliches i can put here indicating how much better i feel but i`ll spare us both.

my major worry right now is financial, but i refuse to stress about it. it`s just money, i`m owed some and i have the skills to make more.

i`m going for doubles this morning, i haven`t had any since vic was here, yeah, i`ll get to work late, but the less time i spend in there the longer i think i can maintain my good mood.

i`ll be back later. ciao.

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i`ve been making the rounds at the usual site and i`ve gathered these goodies to offer to you…

from nerve

the results of their pickup line contest

and their favourite road movies [freeway has actually been a fave of mine for a long time, actually caught on cable recently]

a very cool toy

and your moment of zen [between august 26–27 Mars will be the closest it has been in 60,000 years, it`s not likely to reoccur in our lifetimes]

i`m tired, the shoot went well and we managed to not get back to work til almost 3pm. i would have gone straight home, but my boss was in my ass like a tick to finish the logos. i think i`m just going to go into tomorrow and finish them and come back home. i feel like crap.

my stomach has been doing back flips all day, i have a massive headache and i`m tired. and i can`t go to bed now, i`ll be up in the wee hours of the morning plus i have work to do, i have to finish a friends art gallery brochure, the show starts in a week and i have another job converting some quark files. the second job is for my birthday present fund. i want to get myself two things for my birthday, a 20Gb iPod and an 80GB internal drive for my laptop. i have about two weeks to make the money, i think it`s doable.

i`m going to try to eat some food and see if i feel any better and the get to work. i`ll be back later.

no focus

August 6, 2003 — Leave a comment

i’m sitting here at work, supposedly working on this logo, i’m uninspired, unable to focus, strangely i don’t  think this has much to do with my unhappiness with my job. honestly, i miss vic. i’m finding it almost impossible function since she left, i can’t sustain the energy to do anything. i can’t deal with large groups of people. i want the company of other people, but at the same time, i don’t want to have to deal with people. i have stuff to do and i don’t feel like doing it. i’m extremely irritable and short tempered. i’m trying to hold it together because it’s what i do, but i’m not sure how much longer i’ll be able to keep up the facade. i find myself on the verge of bursting into tears at the slightest provocation. i have the attention span of a gnat. i’m trying to finish typing this to trying and work out what’s going on with me and i’m fidgeting with my book, trying to do something with the logo.
i’m not doing anything well, cause i’m not focussing. i want to get some ink, the pain usually helps me focus and helps ground me. right now i feel as if i’m walking aroud in a dream.

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since a left you without…

a couple of interesting links to follow…

hackneyed, overblown, stuffy or just plain silly cliché that turns up time after time in news scripts, here are the 100 worst

nerve interviews traci lords

serial killer or programming language inventor quiz [ i scored 7/10]

larry flynt for govenor

porn goes mainstream

and last but not least M$ has dropped the fucking ball yet again

i’m heading home [hanging out at pt’s watching movies]

be back tomorrow, same bat time, same bat channel