Have you or would you ever try any of the following….
1. Bungee jumping or Skydiving?
2. Scuba diving or Snorkeling?
3. Downhill skiing or snowboarding?
4. Whitewater rafting or Water skiing?
5. Hang gliding or Hot Air Balloon ride?
nerve has renamed the week in sex but it’s all still the same fun stuff
the flat earth society (believe it, believe it, it is true)
the automatic bad movie trailer generator
ok, i’ve im’d some tech support, now i can get some sleep.
not quite bright eyed and bushy tailed but awake, just managed to catch the beginning of the race.
the dreams are back and oh my… just thinking about it… im getting shivers. im trying to keep myself under control. i want share these dreams but i think theyll lose some of their poignance. dammit i want vic here now.
two weeks from now well be getting ready for the family soiree, vic gets to meet the girls and my mother and grandmother.
there is show much i want to show vic, but im torn, we have so little time together, can i bear to share her companionship with anyone else? i want to be selfish, keep her to myself, wrap her up in my arms and never let her go. 12 days left.
i just found this gem on girlunderways journal, which is the saturday slant from the link listed as quizzes & memes in the entertainments section in that column on the right:
What is your most common fantasy?
While sitting in traffic or waiting on-queue somewhere, where does your mind drift? Is it to a moonlit tropical beach, a dream man (or woman) in your arms? Perhaps you wander to a memory of coming in from a long day of snowball fights, sledding, and making snow angels to be greeted by Moms hot chocolate. Do you fantasize about how you would spend a fortune? We all day dream; we all have one or two day dreams that occupy our minds more often than others. What is your most common fantasy?
im not sure im quite ready to answer this yet, they all revolve around the dreams, so im going to leave it here for a little bit, maybe later…
in the mean time heres a sunday what if (this one thats up now is too depressing, so heres the one from june 8 (thats the next one in the list):
if you could have witnessed one event in history, what would you want to have seen?
guttenbergs first print run.
f1 just finished, its ralph, JMP and michael, in that order. with michael leading the drivers championships by eight points. and ferrari the constructors by three points. the rest of this season is going be very interesting.
back to bed, see if the dreams continue. ill be back later.
it’s almost five am, i’ve just got in from the pride party and what do i do? log on of course. how sad is that?
the party was ok, not great, just ok. definitely not a poolside party. i had fun danced a little, had a strange man try to pick me up, but it was a gay fete, what else did i expect. it was a bit of an ego boost, until he started to get fresh. why is it a dance has to turn into something more, this is whole new millennium, you don’t try to get intimate with someone you just met at a party. how unsafe and classless is that? even if i were interested that would be a major no no. it saddens me to think that this sort of behaviour still exists.
i still had a good time. poolside is having a party at the end of august, but my usual riding partner, k, isn’t going to be here. who will defend my honour.
anyway, i’m going to apply for this job that monster just presented in my mailbox and head off to bed. hopefully i’ll get up in time for the start of the french grand prix. i slept through the beginning of last week’s race and missed most of it.
just got an email from vic. she’s alive and well.
i feel a lot better now. so i’m out. party starts at 11, k is supposed to be here in 30 minutes, pre party drinks and then on with the show. i don’t expect to be home before 5am.
i am so going to pay for this tomorrow. there is an 80s party on the night after vic gets here, i’m debating if i want to share her with the world or keep to myself a little longer.
i’m off for drinking and dancing and planning suitable punishments.
have a good night all, whatever you chose to do.
…where you wife is? lol.
one of the things that i am is a worry wart. when i don’t know where vic is, i worry about her. it’ ms not a lack of trust thing, it’s the “she’s the best thing to happen in my life and i’d be devastated if anything happened to her” school of thought. and i’m mr. worse case scenario. pick a scenario and i’ll come up with the worst possible train of thought and follow it to it’s logical conclusion.
this may help in some situations but more often than not, it’s a complete disaster. i haven’t spoke to vic since thursday and i can’t remember if she was supposed to come back from her mom’s yesterday or today. and that there is no email, just makes me worry more.
i’m sure vic’s fine and i’m over-reacting. i haven’t started skimming the knoxville news. yet.
i’m supposed to go this pride party tonight, but i don’t want to go and have made contact with vic at all, so dilemmas, dilemmas.
i’m going to make a few calls. i’ll be back in a bit.
- Whats the one memory of your childhood that makes you laugh everytime you look back?
the first book my mother ever bought me was toodles the taxi, i learned to read it, then i ate it, page by page. - Everyone had a favorite toy, pet, blanket, etc. What was your favorite thing as a kid?
my books. - What was the most idiodic thing you did when you were a kid?
hmmm, i have to pick one? - Who was your best friend as a kid?
i was pretty much a loner, i had my books. - Is there anything that you did when you were a kid that you still do to this day? For example, you might have a bad habit of biting your finger nails.
still biting my nails and still reading almost anything i put my hands on - Who did you look up to as a kid?
my mother - What was your favorite snack as a kid?
sweet and salt prunes (a chinese delicacy, thats popular in trinidad) - Whats your fondest memory as a kid?
on the 23rd of every month my mother would get me a book.
oh my… lol… a sign from god (be careful what you wish for)
what saddens me is that this is so prevalent all over the caribbean, that people will automatically make assumptions about vic and i. i expect to hear at least one completely stupid fucking comment while she’s here.
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i fell asleep early last night which in retrospect is a good thing. tonight is the pride party and these things usually go on til the wee hours of the morning. my plan for today is kind of laid back, drop off some stuff, come home and do some more work on the corporate identity, no massive amounts of blogging today.
i just finished watching the final qualifying for the french grand prix. after the amazing stories in the prequalifying, today’s session was quite tame. it’s interesting to see michael schuemaker struggling for position in what is one of the fastest cars on the track. the new rules for this season have made it quite interesting.
anyway i need to get cracking on some paying work. i’ll be back later.
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the homosexual agenda revealed (thank you tara), laughed my ass off at this
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another in the day’s post-o-rama. quite possibly the last, i have to make a trip out of my house. sigh
On Pranks, Supremes Debating Sodomy, the Invisible Middle and “Gay Sex”
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