today was productive, even with all the distractions of my body. i’m eternally gratefully that it’s just me here today, i don’t think i could have dealt with an office full of women today, it would have been down right embarrassing.
i feel as if my skin aflame. i need to get some ice cream, it’s the only thing i can think of that will subdue my oral fixation. masturbation is like a release valve, but only for one portion of my sexual tension. the ice cream helps, but it lacks a combination of stimuli to even come close.
i’m trying to distract myself and keep working but all my efforts have been unsuccessful. all i can think about it is the sensory overload, hands in my hair, thighs pressed against my ears, eyes closed, the taste, the smell of the goddess overwhelming me.
i need to go home. i’m going to take a very long shower.
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i just went outside to get lunch. the was bearing down magnificently on me. what you wonder is wrong with this picture?
remember we cancelled the shoot this morning because the met office told me it was going to rain all weekend. well there is nary a cloud in the sky.
it’s a lovely day out. my thinking is if we’d even thought about shooting today the skies would have opened up and pissed on us. this way i get look for pictures that i like and if the client approves the campaign we can reproduce what’s in the layout.
i also just off the phone with the embassy in barbados, still no developments, at least they were pleasant today. so the wait continues. if anyone knows a way to ignite a fire under the collective asses of the ins please do. i miss my wife. is it really too much to be able to fall asleep and wake up next to her on a daily basis?
what i’m proud of is – it’s barely made a dent in my otherwise good mood. i’m entirely focussed on having vic here for 10 days. she gets to meet the fam and for 9 nights, i get to fall asleep with her skin next to mine. 28 days away. in 4 weeks time, i’ll be counting the hours til she gets here.
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1. Is your hair naturally curly, wavy, or straight? Long or short?
waist length dreadlocks
2. How has your hair changed over your lifetime?
went from having no hair and really low haircuts to my dreads
3. How do your normally wear your hair?
down
4. If you could change your hair this minute, what would it look like?
went to too much trouble to get it here. it could however use some neatening up
5. Ever had a hair disaster? What happened?
lets just say i was a child of the 80s and leave it at that.
courtesy fridayfive
not that it makes a difference, its a holiday here and im going into work. but i feel great anyway. the dreams, the dreams. my god.
that glow on the horizon in the northwest portion of trinidad is me smiling. i feel that good, by the time vic gets here in 28 days we may both need to have some kind of protective shielding.
im calling the embassy today, i think my general demeanour and good feeling will help me get through the beuracracy. need to get some kind of news.
speaking of which:
apple teases us with the new G5s
some recently issued patent gems
the new times 55 fiction winners (a complete story in 55 words)
pubic hair-dos (part 1 of 3 by near experts em & lo from nerve)
its about that time for me to get going. ill be back later.
my hormones are in overdrive, not in a bad way.
my skin is tingly, it’s like i can feel every touch with every fibre of my person. everything seems more sensual. it, of course, doesn’t help that my wife is 4 hours by plane and a further 13 hours drive away. but she’ll be here soon. woo hoo!
i just needed to share that before i crawl in to bed.
have a good night all and i hope you all enjoy some form of intimacy with the person you love.
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The Rotenberg Collection: Forbidden Erotica
and a midafternoon moment of zen
the installs continue apace, i should be finished in about an hour, then i can do the desktop swap, so i don’t have to keep logging off and logging back on whenever someone needs to check the mail. i’m writing a story for vic, so i’ll be back later.
have a good afternoon.
well we’re not, but i’ve always said, i never harrass people that owe me money, because when i need it most they usually come through.
so said, so done, this morning i got enough money to get me through the weekend and to payday, as long as i’m thrifty. and not wanting to go through this again next week, i sure as hell am going to be.
otherwise things are fine, i just did the diagnostics on both machines, i’m in the process of doing the last set of os 9 updates, then i’m going to get started on jag.
in the news today
another virgin mary sighting
the world’s luckiest, unluckiest man (just read the damn story)
(another sign of the end times) Tom Cruise is lobbying politicians for money
i’ll be back with more news later, need to go check on the other machine. not in my line of sight.
DAYS TIL VICTORIA GETS HERE: 29
how bad is it when you’re borrowing money off your child? i’m about to find out, i’m going to grab a shower, see if there is anything edible in this kitchen, then head off to the office, first order of business, major diagnostics on the art dept machines, then upgrade to os x. i never realised how much i like os x til i have to use 9 on a daily basis and how flaky and counterproductive it is.
in other news, there was this hottie in the italian job. apparently he was also in confidence, but the thought of having to watch ed burns in another movie… well i’d rather have my eye put out with a dull stick… needless to say i’ll be giving it a miss.
underdog online – celebrating the underdog and the outsider in a healthily frivolous and assertive way
underdog also has a link to the very secret diaries of the LOTR characters (it’s been around a while, but i had forgotten how funny they were)
and not quite foodie porn – failed foods
i’m off to get something to eat and head off to the office, more later, i’m going to have lots of time on my hands today, while the computers do stuff.
i know i posted the results for the vh1 greatest songs of the last 25 years, but i was watching it tonight, backhole boys, nelly…
what the fuck?
the only thing more annoying that was the 100 greatest hip hop moments/artist. i’m curious as to the people who make these decisions. they obviously need a crash course in good fucking taste.
but of course we’ll continue to watch.
i’m not really pissed, just working the edge off of being hungry, one meal a day does that to you.
adieu. talk to you tomorrow.
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reading PTGs blog – how could i pass up a questionnarie on books and reading… must be incredibly distracted
1. Newspapers or magazines? i stopped looking at newspapers when i started working in advertising
2. Books-on-tape or regular books? Regular books.
3. Paperback or hardcover? either one is fine, im such a book slut
4. Fiction or non-fiction? usually fiction
5. Sci-Fi/Fantasy or romance novels? sci-fi
6. Borrow from library or buy books (either new or used)?cant afford to buy books here, i borrow from friends and now that i have my library card, im going to be unstoppable (mwah ha hah ha)
7. Subscribe to magazines or buy on newsstand? online versions now
8. Current best-sellers or classic literature? whatever strikes my fancy
9. Read books once, or re-read favorites every so often? reread and reread.
10. Here in the U.S., we have two hot best-sellers…former First Lady Hillary Clintons memoirs, and the new Harry Potter book (coming out June 21). If you had to read one, which one…Hillary or Harry? Why? i love HP and im looking forward to the new one
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