that people feel they can use you and when you get pissed off and draw the line, they must be more vexed than you?
i made a promise to myself on my birthday, i will cease being a fucking doormat. i will help my friends but i refused to be used conveniently.
i didn`t do much of anything today, trying to ride out the flu and get into a position to head out to work tomorrow.
my boss is out again tomorrow, but she`s back on wednesday and we`re meeting again. i think i`m going to take charge and have a production meeting in the morning because i`m going have to take a load of shit on wednesday for the things that weren`t finished for her to take on her presentation.
it`s as hot as hell and the achy portion of the flu has started. i`m not as miserable as i was yesterday and i can breathe currently, i`m wondering what a day in the ac is going to do to me.
What kind of site are you?
You are a content-site. You like to talk about yourself but you also care about others. A content site would be perfect for you because then you can talk about yourself but also make stuff for others.
Which [Smallville] Characters are you?
What`s your usual [mood]?
Are You Naughty or Nice?
Which [Movie Genres] are you?
Is the glass half full or half empty?
Which [Rainbow Colours] are you?
Which [5 Elements] are you?
another month. sigh. another month away from vic, another month in the hell hole. i really should find a positive outlook, but a hacking cough has joined the sneezing, runny nose and headache, so i`m not really in a good and positive mood. couple with all of this i`m incredibly horny, my god, this is the pre-vic arrival levels of horniness and there is absolutely no reason.
i need to be doing something with my life. this holding pattern is wreaking havoc, i have no focus, i feel aimless and somewhat useless, marking time. i`m not necessarily one of those hyper focussed career guys, but there are things i want in my life, that i do or have until this is sorted out.
i staying in. even after some soup, i still feel like crap and it`s been raining. i don`t need to push myself.
the part of this flu is the sinus headache. god, how fucking crappy is that? you know the dull throbbing pain, just behind your eyeball. god, even my eyes are running.
i turn into a wimpy, snivelling baby when i get sick and since i have no one to take care of this jibbering mess that i turn into that pisses me off.
both the whininess and the fact that i can`t just curl up in a ball and be sick and someone will take care of me. it`s a vicious circle.
going to keep myself occupied til vic gets online
Bondage movie! You`re into BSDM (Bondage &
Discipline, Dominance & Submission) and chances
are, you`re fond of whips, chains, harnesses,
and tight leather outfits. You like to mix a
little pain with a LOT of pleasure, baby!
What kind of porno would you star in?
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with my mood right now, that`s understandable.
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Unconscious Mutterings
Week 30
I say
and you think
?
- Kiss:: vic
- Nothing:: ever changes
- Reach:: out and touch
- Late:: night
- Stump:: cricket
- Dreams:: lovely
- LOL:: laugh out loud
- Ornament:: hood
- Neck:: frottage
- Guitar::air
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i feel like i`ve been hit by a truck and i wasn`t even drinking last night.
and why am i up then? hunger. it`s what drives me. well, i`m not specifying which hunger. all told i feel like shit. my nose is stuffy, my head hurts and i can`t stop the damn sneezing.
i hate being sick. i get crabby and irritable [well more so than usual] and not a big fan of medication, so i generally ride them out. which means the worst is yet to come. the bright side is that i wont get sick for another year.
i`m going to assuage my hunger and lay on the couch and veg in front of the tv, if i`m inspired i`ll be back
almost as good as sex. not quite, not even close. but pretty much the most fun i had with my clothes on for a while.
poolside knows how to throw parties. [karen we missed you!] i had a blast. my ears are ringing, i`m hot and sweaty and i had a blast and i`m doing it again tonight. we`ll see how the 3 canal fete fares against this.
time for bed. gnight.
after a crappy birth night last week, i`m putting on my dancing shoes. tonight is the poolside crew fete and like i`ve said before, those fucking rock, i`m going with people, i`m meeting other people there, but even if i weren`t the music is usually enough to keep me going all night long. last party i was there almost from beginning to end and didn`t hear the same song twice.
i`m still stuffy, as a matter of fact stuffier than before, but i think once i start partying i should be fine. vic asked me to spare my liver and after last night`s drinking i think that`s something i`m going to stick by, just juice and water tonight.
time to go prettify. i`ll post on my return.
