another month. sigh. another month away from vic, another month in the hell hole. i really should find a positive outlook, but a hacking cough has joined the sneezing, runny nose and headache, so i`m not really in a good and positive mood. couple with all of this i`m incredibly horny, my god, this is the pre-vic arrival levels of horniness and there is absolutely no reason.
i need to be doing something with my life. this holding pattern is wreaking havoc, i have no focus, i feel aimless and somewhat useless, marking time. i`m not necessarily one of those hyper focussed career guys, but there are things i want in my life, that i do or have until this is sorted out.