answering the hard questions

On December 12, 2003, in memes, by keifel

This is a two part question.

What are your plans for New Years Eve?

Second question….

If your plans are not what you`d really like to do….what would be your ideal night of fun for New Years Eve

well i`m going to be completely alone for this new years. another new year`s without vic. sigh. so my major plan is not get too depressed. i`m holding on to that, best i can.

what i`d really like to do is to have vic in my arms. start a new year, together. sex would be fantastic, but at this point, i`d just like to hold her in my arms and give thanks for another year.

 

things that make you go…

On December 12, 2003, in personal, by keifel

what the fuck?!?!?

cable and wireless jamaica showed up at my apartment yesterday and connected my phone line, that`s all well and good, but they didn`t provide me with a phone. i have to buy a telephone, separately.

what the fuck!

i have mice in my apartment. i saw the little fuckers, scurrying around last night. what the fuck! i put my garbage out everyday, i don`t leave stuff lying around, i wipe down my counters. how the fuck do i have mice? i feel so violated. i need to buy disinfectant and purify my kitchen. [shudder]

this is a good but somewhat old, `what the fuck`. 606 takes?

i`m not in a bad mood, i`m actually pretty relaxed, the first leg of my logo designs got approved, from about 12 we`re down to six, i`m looking forward to working on that today, plus i have two other media projects to work on. i feel good.

 

not so boob tube

On December 11, 2003, in opinions, by keifel

i`ve been watching a lot of tv.

there is no where to really unpack the books yet and i`ve sworn off the freelance gigs for a while and i have no internet connection at home, all of this means i have lots of free time on my hands.

i have a 100+ channels but find myself watching basically four channels. i`ve turned into a law and order junkie, i really think they should start a L&O network. all L&O, all the time.

i`m also hooked on the first hour of adult swim, at last i have real cable, with cartoon network and not cartoon network LA. i`m catching up on my samurai jack. i`ve always recognised the genius of the show, but now i`m getting nuance, there are all these literary references and night before last there was a scene that borrowed liberally from the dennis sketch in monty python and the holy grail and i was laughing my ass off.

but it`s not just samurai jack; futurama, family guy, jackie chan, even kim possible have all these nuances and subtext and generally i find animated series tend to be better written than most of the sitcom stuff. most sitcoms are an anathema to me.

when it comes to movies, i`m not a snob, but for my television, it has to be well written and the dialogue has to catch me. which is why i`m such a fan of gilmore girls. yes, i admit it, i like gilmore girls and to use an excuse from my youth, i watch it for the dialogue.

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alternative christmas stories

On December 10, 2003, in religion, by keifel

December 25th was previously the Birthday of the Unconquered Sun in Rome and honored the Etruscan god Sol. In 10 B.C. the god was changed to Apollo and in the 2nd century to the Persian deity Mithras. Mithras lived six centuries before Christ and was the son of the Supreme god of light. His birth was attended by sheperds and he was sent to slay the huge bull of creation. Mithras had a last supper of bread and wine with his followers before he died and it was believed that he would return at the end of time to judge the dead.

from christine o`keeffe`s christmas  history

and Saul of Tarsus and Christ`s Blood

 

baptism by fire [redux]

On December 10, 2003, in opinions, by keifel

before i get started on this post i would like to say, i love my career, if i had to do over again, i`d make a lot of the same choices.

that said, advertising is not a 9 to 5 industry, well maybe for some of the staff, but once you`re a member of the creative department, your hours tend to be longer particularly during the peak period. last night was my first late night at my new job, i doubt it will be my last.

i`ve been in this industry a while and in the beginning late hours were part and parcel of my life. in the closing moments of my first marriage i was working 20 hours days. once you start down that path, it becomes the norm rather than the odd occasion.

advertising is  a soul sucking business, particularly if you let it. i think we`re at the bottom of the food chain, even lower than lawyers. with lawyers you know what to expect, with advertising, it`s all smoke and mirrors. there is no matrix, there is only advertising.

but nothing beats the buzz of working in an agency. yes, i bitched about my last job, but that was because i was really unhappy there. this job is reminiscent of my first agency environment. there is a sense of camaraderie, the art-room is loud and boisterous at times, it has character.

i`ll be the first to admit advertising has made me more cynical, but i am a not my job and i learned after the first time i left this industry, it`s not my life either. that`s why i enjoy george carlin`s advertising lullabye and mr. snaffleburger. it reminds me that not everyone swallows the bullshit we dispense.

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baptism by fire

On December 10, 2003, in work, by keifel

i`m just wrapping up my day at the office.

i ended up jumping in to assist in a project late this evening. and i`m about as finished as i`m going to be for the night.

two weeks and two days before my first late night. wasn`t so bad.

details tomorrow.

 

advertising lullabye

On December 9, 2003, in humour, by keifel

Quality, value, style,

service, selection, convenience,

economy, savings, performance

experience, hospitality,

low rates, friendly service,

name brands, easy terms,

affordable prices, money-back guarantee,

free installation.

Free admission, free appraisal, free alterations,

free delivery, free estimates,

free home trial–and free parking.

No cash? No problem. No kidding!

No fuss, no muss, no risk, no obligation,

no red tape, no down payment,

no entry fee no hidden charges,

no purchace necessary,

no one will call on you,

no payments or interest till September.

Limited time only, though,

so act now,

order today,

send no money,

offer good while supplies last,

two to a customer,

each item sold separately,

batteries not included,

mileage may vary,

all sales are final,

allow six weeks for delivery,

some items not available,

some assembly required,

some restrictions may apply.

So come on in for a free demonstration and a free consultation with our friendly, professional staff. Our experienced and knowledgeable sales representatives, will help you make a selection that`s just right for you and just right for your budget.

And don`t forget to pick up your free gift: A classic, deluxe, custion, designer, luxury, prestige, high-quality, premium, select, gourmet pocket pencil sharpener. Yours for the asking, no purchace necessary. It`s our way of saying thank you.

– George Carlin

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last night i sat on my tiny balcony and looked at the full moon. it was a joy to behold and a thought struck me, everyone i know, everyone i care about saw the same moon at some point last night.

even if they didn`t have the time to appreciate it, we`re all together on this planet and for that moment, i realised how insignificant i am in the grand scheme of things. all my problems, all my fears on the scale of things are tiny. there are people with greater problems than mine. a lot of them life threatening.

i have people that love and care for me, i`m alive, in good health, i have a job that i really like, i can afford to eat everyday, i have a roof over my head and a bed to sleep in at night. looking up in the sky last night i was truly grateful to be alive.

all my current problems are temporary and they shall pass. i have love and happiness in my life and i`m going to hold on to them for as long as i can.

 

callipygian vs steatopygia

On December 8, 2003, in opinions, by keifel

a friend and i were discussing callipygian vs steatopygia this weekend and eventually drifted to the topic of race which included this incredibly appalling story

“The historical Sarah Baartman created a sensation when she appeared in London, beginning in 1810. Raised among the Khoikhoi people of southern Africa, she possessed the enlarged backside and sexual organs that her people prized as an ideal of feminine beauty. As a young woman she had caught the attention of a British ship`s doctor named Dunlop, who deceived her into following him to England, where he displayed her, in the most degrading conditions, as a sideshow curiosity. People came to gawk, grope and leer, and the intellectuals of the day found in her confirmation of their theories of European superiority.

After her death in 1816, Baartman`s exploitation continued. Her remains were put on display at a Paris museum, and only last year were they returned to South Africa for a dignified burial. In the interim, observers continued to speculate, like those academics in the amphitheater, about the meaning of the Hottentot Venus. She became a potent emblem to be deployed in discussions of race, sex, even international relations. When Baartman`s body was finally returned to her homeland, the South African president, Thabo Mbeki, made her role as cultural symbol explicit, saying, “The story of Sarah Baartman is the story of the African people.“”

what`s saddening about this is that even now, even in the caribbean, the stereotype still exists.

i only have one question: WHY?

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lack of tactile stimuli

On December 8, 2003, in love, lust, longing, by keifel

tonight is full moon and i can feel it in my very soul. it also explain why i`ve been so completely stimulated over the last week.

but as much kittens that have died for the cause, it`s just an outlet. i long  for vic. it is a tangible need.

i`ve found my equal in all things in vic. even over the miles and the months, there is a tie that binds us. part telepathy, part couvade, part biofeedback, it`s just there, we know, we can sense it.

i need to see, touch, hear, smell vic, it`s been too long. i`m not just talking about sexual needs. i`m a tactile person and there is a completeness to having vic in my presence.

it`s about being a unit. i feel like a piece of me is missing.