we were shooting in the airport this morning, so i took a golden opportunity to get on a scale.
it`s a good thing my heavy ass doesn`t have fucking heart problems. i have hit a benchmark that has always been my upper marker.
i am three hundred pounds. i`m traumatised. the fact that i don`t look it, offers me little comfort. i think i lost weight as well, so does this mean i was over three hundred pounds before?
i don`t have body image issues but in terms of health, i need to lose this weight. it was my aim to get into the 240 – 250 range by the end of the year, i`m going to be working on that with renew vigour.
three hundred pounds, what the fuck!
