it`s become a chore.
the fantasies and memories are there, but it just goes on and on. it`s not a pleasurable act anymore, it more like a bodily function.
besides, there is nothing that helps my oral fixation either. a woman once told me, i should not eat ice cream in public. so i`m a little self conscious about that, actually, that`s not entirely true, i just don`t want to be picking up strange people on the side of the road, because of how i eat ice cream.
this isn`t helping.
aaah, the anti-sex thought – my boss and my office.
time to go.
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