tonight is full moon and i can feel it in my very soul. it also explain why i`ve been so completely stimulated over the last week.
but as much kittens that have died for the cause, it`s just an outlet. i long for vic. it is a tangible need.
i`ve found my equal in all things in vic. even over the miles and the months, there is a tie that binds us. part telepathy, part couvade, part biofeedback, it`s just there, we know, we can sense it.
i need to see, touch, hear, smell vic, it`s been too long. i`m not just talking about sexual needs. i`m a tactile person and there is a completeness to having vic in my presence.
it`s about being a unit. i feel like a piece of me is missing.