CunningLinguist

i staying in. even after some soup, i still feel like crap and it`s been raining. i don`t need to push myself.

the part of this flu is the sinus headache. god, how fucking crappy is that? you know the dull throbbing pain, just behind your eyeball. god, even my eyes are running.

i turn into a wimpy, snivelling baby when i get sick and since i have no one to take care of this jibbering mess that i turn into that pisses me off.

both the whininess and the fact that i can`t just curl up in a ball and be sick and someone will take care of me. it`s a vicious circle.

going to keep myself occupied til vic gets online

i feel like i`ve been hit by a truck and i wasn`t even drinking last night.

and why am i up then? hunger. it`s what drives me. well, i`m not specifying which hunger. all told i feel like shit. my nose is stuffy, my head  hurts and i can`t stop the damn sneezing.

i hate being sick. i get crabby and irritable [well more so than usual] and not a big fan of medication, so i generally ride them out. which means the worst is yet to come. the bright side is that i wont get sick for another year.

i`m going to assuage my hunger and lay on the couch and veg in front of the tv, if i`m inspired i`ll be back

almost as good as sex. not quite, not even close. but pretty much the most fun i had with my clothes on for a while.

poolside knows how to throw parties. [karen we missed you!] i had a blast.  my ears are ringing, i`m hot and sweaty and i had a blast and i`m doing it again tonight. we`ll see how the 3 canal fete fares against this.

time for bed. gnight.

after a crappy birth night last week, i`m putting on my dancing shoes. tonight is the poolside crew fete and like i`ve said before, those fucking rock, i`m going with people, i`m meeting other people there, but even if i weren`t the music is usually enough to keep me going all night long. last party i was there almost from beginning to end and didn`t hear the same song twice.

i`m still stuffy, as a matter of fact stuffier than before, but i think once i start partying i should be fine. vic asked me to spare my liver and after last night`s drinking i think that`s something i`m going to stick by, just juice and water tonight.

time to go prettify. i`ll post on my return.